Too much time on one’s hands.

I’m at a loss these days. Sometimes I feel that having too much time on one’s hands isn’t good. Leaves too much time for overthinking stuff. Or time for the devil to work his way through your head.

While I could be doing stuff like actively looking for a job or clearing up my room or even going back to the gym, what I sorely lack of is motivation.

I’ve been itching to get involved in some new projects. To find the passion back in my life. I don’t know. I feel this gap in my life but I do not know what should I fill it with. Things with the parentals and the significant other has been great but there’s something missing.

I don’t know what it is. Perhaps it’s just another part of the quarter life crisis.

In the meantime, I’ve started on my latest hobby: 5 books a week. And IF possible, I’m trying to finish reading a book everyday. So far so good. 3 books devoured in the past 3 days.

I’m dangerously close to being emo and this sucks. LOL. nadnut doesn’t get emo anymore. bah.