sighz…
i feel so tired…. tired of werk, tired of him… juz plain tired… sumting tat is suppose to be happy turn out not… guess i hurt him…. i could neva open up wiv him… maybe i’m selfish… its easier to blog than to tok/share wiv him…. i guess not sharing with him or when i was pissed @ him has taken its toll… dunno la… juz sick and tired of everytiing… have not been feeling really happy these days… even feel depressed sometimes… dunno why… werk aint tat stressful now but juz feel so sick of it… sick of everything… juz feel like resting and with the com… sumtimes dun feel even like meeting ppl or even frens.. dunno whether he read the part on the ‘cool off’ thingy… basically i wrote on our blog for us to cool off… why am i feeling tis way? usually im all cheery and stuff… well dunno… havent eaten yet… not hungry oso… guess the no appetite mood is coming back… well… maybe it is time to end everything once and for all… havent i felt so tired if it for quite sometime? but been tinking it muz be werk… oh well…. we’ll see…